Wednesday, December 3, 2008

December 3, 2008

Birthday Shout Out to:
- Christine Maravilla
(That's right.... if you let me know when your birthday is, I will give you a shout out. Just another reason to read the blog)


Today I awoke after a short period of sleep. An hour and a hlaf to be exact. I woke up feeling sick and just not wanting to get out of bed... and yet, I drag myself to do the things that my body doesnt want me to do.

I noticed today, as I walked around, that many people feel and act the same way. They feel forced to be in places and they choose not to enjoy it... and thats something that i have to remind myself of constantly. There are certain things that I have to do because it is for the benefit of my future and well being. I have to go to work, I have to attend meeting that I have made commitments to, I have to pay bills, I have to ect. ect. yada yada yada.... Although in some ways those are things that I can control, it is still something that I have to do.... But one thing that I dont have to do in all these situations is that I dont have to no enjoy them.. I know, that was a bit confusing... Basically, I have control over the mood and tone of being in those situations.

Someone special to me had to remind me of that tonight..... I was told this person the old saying "Don't go to sleep in a bad mood. Make it better before you go to sleep." That could possibly explain why I dont sleep that much, but its still words that I need to remind myself of.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Love the idea, i think we all need a bit of an attitude change man! Cos sometimes if we let a negative attitude get in our way, we lose out on wat we could gain in the day!

But dont forget not enjoying what we do helps push us for change, and sometimes find better things.

Anyway love the blog, keep it up man